READ AND DIE YOU BITCH

afinside @ 2004-05-17T22:06:00

2004-05-18T05:07:02Z

my Solace___ journal isnt working right now, so dont worry :(

afinside @ 2004-05-07T15:19:00

2004-05-07T22:19:48Z

me = new

afinside @ 2004-05-06T21:43:00

2004-05-07T04:44:20Z

new S/N

solace___

I'm adding everyone thats on my list now, if you want off just comment and I'll take you off :)

afinside @ 2004-05-06T14:50:00

2004-05-06T21:52:32Z

http://thenamesite.com/cgi-bin/name.cgi?name=Matthew

haha, I have to say that mine is better :)

well my day was yet again boring. For the first time lunch was boring. It sucks when people are gone and all you have to talk to is Spencer, Adam and Tommy and all they talk about it shit that I dont care about. oh well, just another day.

I made a new journal, I'm not giving out the name yet cause I want Natasha to fox it up for me. Sp be patient :)

afinside @ 2004-05-03T15:31:00

2004-05-03T22:36:36Z

well my weekend was awsome. Friday I spent it with friends :) Saterday nothing. Sunday was awsome, went to the Mae concert with Chelsea. Itwas really really good. Spitalfield wanst that good and there was this one band called ComuniK(sic) they were pretty good. Mae was great, Sugarcult sucked. I hate them, I also hated those guys that were dancing and looking like idiots.

Today I was really really tired. The only good thing about today was lunch. I had fun there. In PE I told MIcheal I was going to kick his ass (I was just playing around) and Mr.Vanney heard me and made me do lunges for the full period. So now I hurt and I think I'm going to go take a nap. Get the sleep that I didnt get last night

Good Bye,

Matthew Hankins

afinside @ 2004-05-01T17:17:00

2004-05-02T00:18:24Z

I got really bored and took this from someones journal. I dont know whos it was but oh well.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. Do you wish I was cooler?
14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
16. How long have you known me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. What was your first impression?
19. Do you still think that way about me now?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. What makes me happy?
22. What makes me sad?
23. What reminds you of me?
24. If you could give me anything what would it be?
25. How well do you know me?
26. When's the last time you saw me?
27. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29. Do you think I could kill someone?
29. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
30. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
31. Are you going to put this on your Live Journal and see what I say about you?

afinside @ 2004-05-01T17:11:00

2004-05-02T00:11:42Z

yestersday was awsome :)

4th period- we did this one experiment with these scopes that you ahve to look threw and when I asked Ms.Mathis to help me she said "hold on I have to get my eye to stays till" haha

5th period- I just hung out in the weight room.

study hall- dont remember :(

Lunch- I was a winner at lunch and I got a free cany bar :) but no one beleived me.

6th period- I read To Kill a Mocking Bird. I just cant get into that book. To me its so boring.

After school I went home with Chelsea and went to her house. There was watched Maury and made fun of all the people on that show. Good times. Then we went to go pick up Krysta and went to the mall. There we met Christina, Becky and Ben. We went to California Pizza Kitchen. Then we went to see Mean Girls. That movie was suprisingly funny.

then I came home and just fell asleep :)

afinside @ 2004-04-28T22:52:00

2004-04-29T05:54:05Z

I hated tonight, I just couldnt stand any of it. I'll write more about what happened tomorrow.

I just want all of you to promise me that you wont die anytime soon.

afinside @ 2004-04-28T06:37:00

2004-04-28T13:38:15Z

continuations of bad dreams really really suck.

afinside @ 2004-04-27T21:12:00

2004-04-28T04:12:16Z

well my day was good.

I'm really starting to like my bus now. I used to hate it with a passion. But now its one of the highlights of my day :). Thanks Chelsea and Natasha.

1st period- crap thats all I can say is crap. BORED BORED BORED.

2nd period- I"m starting to like that class. I get along with most of the girls on that class. Its weird how theres atleast 1 person in each of my classes that think I'm gay :(

study hall- I just sat there and was bored and copied this kids homework for him. dunno why I did.

Lunch- I love my lunch. thats all I can say. I love the people I sit with and I love my lunch :)

3rd period- I played Quarters with Samantha and Tommy. Tommy made me bleed 3 times. It hurts

well I guess my day kinda was boring. Its weird how I say my day was good when the only good parts were at lunch and the bus ride to school and from school. oh well.

this was a pretty boring post, dont read it

afinside @ 2004-04-26T21:49:00

2004-04-27T04:49:21Z

http://www.azcentral.com/arizonarepublic/news/articles/0426selfmutilation26.html

my mom made me read this, I hated it :(

afinside @ 2004-04-26T17:26:00

2004-04-27T00:26:48Z

tell me why it feels like forever.

afinside @ 2004-04-26T14:49:00

2004-04-26T21:50:37Z

who wants to spot me $15 and take me to the Marquee Theater and watch From Autumn To Ashes and Atreyu tonight?

afinside @ 2004-04-24T15:45:00

2004-04-24T22:45:39Z

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THE WORLD, ONE ON MY FRIENDS DIED YESTERDAY ON A MOTORCYCLE, HIS NAME WAS CHAISE. HE WOULD HAVE BEEN ALIVE IF HE WAS JUST WEARING HIS HELMET. WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT, I WANNA BE PISSED AT HIM.

FUCK

afinside @ 2004-04-22T18:01:00

2004-04-23T01:12:03Z

well today wasnt really the best for me :(

1st period- we watched this movie and I couldnt get confortable. Dont you hate that, when your watching a movie in class and your desk is the wrost thing you can sit in. I do!!!

2nd period- before class Christina was pushing me into walls. I got int there and finished my test and I got this thing that says I have to go baby toy shopping to find the right toy for little kids. WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME? Then I fell asleep and the teacher woke me up again. DAMN HER but I guess shes nice about it. All she does it shake me shoulder and ask me if I'm ok. Other teahers willlpull your hair out. Then after class Christina pushed me into the wall. Its amazing how strong she is.

3rd period- I FUCKED AROUND IN MATH, WOO HOO :)

after school I walked to Adams with the company of SPencer, bad idea. We got there at about 10:20. Spencer left like 30 min. later and I didnt leave till 5:00. All we did was watch tv cause he...well...has a broken arm. It sucked cause I had to watch him strugle to do everything. It reminded me of my grandpa which made me sad. Came home and now this.

someone get online and talk to me to make my night worth while please :)

afinside @ 2004-04-21T21:09:00

2004-04-22T04:09:03Z

damn :(

afinside @ 2004-04-20T18:31:00

2004-04-21T01:33:07Z

Auto response from TheFlaskIsEmpty: someone answer this question for me, if someone says their sorry but they dont know what their sorry for.......does that count?

cutthroatkiss: no

Auto response from TheFlaskIsEmpty: someone answer this question for me, if someone says their sorry but they dont know what their sorry for.......does that count?

steph000r: No.

I would have to agree with them. But I still feel like I should ask. So please answer this for me.

afinside @ 2004-04-20T15:38:00

2004-04-20T22:38:53Z

Who wants to do something with me on Thursday? I dont want to come home all early, please :)

afinside @ 2004-04-20T15:31:00

2004-04-20T22:31:21Z

This is how a fucking gangsta rolls.. by starlitelily
gangsta name
gangsta job	driver
your fucking problem	wanted felon
# of times you ran from the cops	100
your saying	fuck that bitch

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

WHOS A GANGSTA? I'AM I'AM

afinside @ 2004-04-20T14:58:00

2004-04-20T22:06:58Z

well my day was pretty good for it bring 4/20 and all. Alot of kids were absent and I guess the school is calling their houses to tell the parents that their kids might have illigal drugs. GOD I HATE BASHA. I got invited to 3 after school "get togethers" I passed on all of them :)

1st hour- I did nothing but take notes and try to sleep

2nd hour- Child Development went to the Library and on the way there Christina kept pushing me into the wall. She is a very stong person. Then we argued on wether or not Captin America has a shield or a big frisbee. I think its a frisbee. Then on the way back she pushed me into more walls. Its a long story on why she does it and it makes me look pretty bad so none of you gett to hear it :)

Study Hall- My cd player was broken so I was bored untill Ashley asked me what band Dave Navaro played in. It bugged me for like 10 min. Then I remembered and I felt good :)

Lunch- Lunch was fun, we talk about the weirdest stuff. About how a womens special part of her body sounds like a dinosaur name. The pros and cons of Kerry and Bush. That was pretty mucha ll between Tommy and Kortnee.

3rd period- Math sucks................thats all I can say

On the way home my cd player still wasnt working so I had to sit and watch Adrian and his cousin throw crap at Natasha's butt. Very annoying might I add.

So today was pretty good. I have not had a bad day since school got back in :)

afinside @ 2004-04-20T06:36:00

2004-04-20T13:37:06Z

FUCK YOU 4/20

I have a feeling today is going to be bad :(

afinside @ 2004-04-20T06:34:00

2004-04-20T13:34:26Z

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"this pain it'll go away soon, right?"

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

that reminds me of a 5 year old that fell down and scraped his knee :(

afinside @ 2004-04-19T21:43:00

2004-04-20T04:47:10Z

TheFlaskIsEmpty: oh I know what I'm going to do

1. tearin up my heart - Nsync
2. god must have spent a little more time on you - Nsync
3. Bye Bye Bye- Nsync (but very very slow tht you wont be able to ever remember what it is)
TheFlaskIsEmpty: then 3 BSB tracks
omfg im kortnee: lol
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I honestly think It'll be good
omfg im kortnee: why not "I want you back" instead of bye bye bye?
TheFlaskIsEmpty: oh yeah
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I forgot about that one
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I'll do that instead
TheFlaskIsEmpty: More Than That - BSB
Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely - BSB
Quit Playing Games (With My Heart) - BSB
omfg im kortnee: lol
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I think I'm going to do those BSB songs
TheFlaskIsEmpty: those were my favorite
TheFlaskIsEmpty: or I'll Never Break Your Heart
TheFlaskIsEmpty: that was good too
omfg im kortnee: lol
TheFlaskIsEmpty: what about 98 degree's
TheFlaskIsEmpty: were they good?
omfg im kortnee: no
omfg im kortnee: Otown, man
omfg im kortnee: "liquid dreams"
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I REMEMBER THAT
TheFlaskIsEmpty: my mom hated that song
omfg im kortnee: lol
TheFlaskIsEmpty: Posters of love surrounding me
I'm lost in a world of fantasy
Every night she comes to me
And gives me all the love I need

Now this, hot girl, she's not your average girl
She's a morpherotic dream from a magazine
And she's so fine, designed to blow your mind
She's a dominatrix super-model beauty queen (whoo)

Chorus:
I dream about a girl whose a mix of Destiny's Child
Just little touch of Madonna's wild style
With Janet Jackson's smile, throw in a body like Jennifer's
You got the star of my liquid dreams

Angelina Jolie's lips to kiss in the dark
Underneath Cindy C's beauty mark
When it comes to the test well Tyra's the best
And Salma Hayek brings the rest (ohhh)

Now this, hot girl, she's not your average girl
She's a morpherotic dream from a magazine
And she's so fine, designed to blow your mind
She's a dominatrix super-model beauty queen (whoo)

Chorus

Bridge:
Looks ain't everthing she's got the sweetest personality
Like Halle B (Halle B)
My mama thinks I'm lazy, my friends all think I'm crazy
But in my mind I leave the world behind every night I dream

Liquid dreams, my liquid dreams
Waterfalls and streams, these liquid dreams (ooohhh)

Chorus X3

TheFlaskIsEmpty: OMG screw the BSB, I wanna do that song
omfg im kortnee: hahaha
TheFlaskIsEmpty: You got the star of my liquid dreams
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I love that
TheFlaskIsEmpty: I wanna shirt that says that
omfg im kortnee: rofl!
TheFlaskIsEmpty: or "You are the star of my liquid dreams"

afinside @ 2004-04-19T16:45:00

2004-04-19T23:48:22Z

I have decided to start a band with just me and a singer and we'll going to put BSB and Nsync lyrics into emo guitar riffs and see if anyone can notice :)

Go read some BSB lyrics and then some Dashboard lyrics and you can barley tell the difference

afinside @ 2004-04-18T10:44:00

2004-04-18T17:44:59Z

MY GODDDDDDDDDD

Dropping out of a band is like breaking up with the Girlfriend